Waking Dream Dimensional Shifts

October 2011

I define a waking dream to be an intense day dream - one that is not self-directed, it unfolds before your inner mental eye, and is all you can 'see'. You are not processing any external imagery or sounds. 

The Dream 
I had been nominated by a group of other worldly beings as a "Star Captain" - although this title disgruntled me. It reminded me of some kind of super hero nonsense, but I was told that "Star Captain" was the title. The impression I received was the attention to the wording was unnecessary, and was just a title to explain a complicated process in a simplistic form. There were many other people nominated as S.C.'s, and we had all received instructions on how we were expected to proceed. However, there were so many of us in this group, and somehow time was also quite short, so there was a misunderstanding. 

Specifically, my misunderstanding. 

We had been told that we were Transporters. We were going to take our familial groups through from the 1st dimension, to the 7th. The method, was to hold our familial group of people in our mental construct. Difficult to explain. It was like a visualisation of gathering our group together, and holding onto their essence and mental construct of who they were to themselves. Then encase them with my own energy, which I could visualise any way that I could imagine, to help my mental focus. But the job was to use my energy to push through the barriers and get my group safely through to the last dimension. 


My misunderstanding was my definition of familial group. It encompassed all those I felt heart bonded to, and in turn all those people they were heart bonded to. My familial group grew like a tree, branching outwards from me exponentially, until I had some five thousand odd people connected to me through heart bonds. I was unaware that this wasn't what had been planned, and carried on assuming I was following my instructions correctly. 

So first level, I was feeling rather confident. I constructed a visual of a space faring type vessel to encompass all the different people. Realising how difficult it was going to be to hold each persons mental image in my own, I used the heart links between all the people to hold their mental images of themselves. It was much more like everyone holding each other. 


I pushed through the first barrier, which felt much more like crossing through a veil. On the other side I was very tired. No explaining it, but I was drained. The thought made itself known that this was not going to be a simple or easy task. Not only that, but navigating the vessel from one side of the level to the next side, to attempt another crossing, was a lesson in perseverance and focus all on its own. 

The people inside my vessel appeared very unaware of what was occurring, except for the odd one or two who had a twinge of unease. 


Taking stock of the next barrier, I braced myself and pushed through again. Tiredness slammed into me hard once we were all through. This time it felt longer to get through, like the stretch to push through was harder. I started feeling like pacing myself was necessary... I also began to question if I could make it through another five levels. Especially if they were going to get harder, which was something I hadn't realised would happen. 

Pushing the vessel through this next level was just plain hard. The feeling of smooth sailing long gone, it now felt like I was pushing through, under water. 


A push through the next veil and I literally had to just stop and wait until I had enough energy again to begin another push/pull to the next barrier. It was worse than I had imagined. Picture trying to drag a sled through mud that was thick and clogging, with little give. 

Before I pushed through the next level I had to wait again for some more energy, which eventually built up inside me, and I got us all through. 


This was now the fifth level. I had two more veils to go, and I was exhausted. I felt so disconnected from everything I was supposed to be doing I had no idea how I was even still functioning. Not only was this level worse in every respect from the ones that had gone before, but I was disorientated from fatigue that I was becoming convinced we were lost. Where were we? What were we doing here? I started to feel like I was losing my identity, and my own mind was fraying at the seams. I clung to the vessel and waited... and waited... and saw ahead, what looked like an Oort cloud. (A outlying cloud of comets). Something I knew I had to pass through to get to the next level. Something I dimly remembered was critically important... but why? My memory was vague. 

Suddenly, I remembered. I was responsible for my familial group! If we didn't make it through the levels, we weren't going to make it at all. By this point I became aware that several key members of my group were very aware that something critically important was going on, and were wondering what was happening with the 'pilot'. I briefly contacted them all to reassure them. I warned them things were going to be a little bumpy. With that, and enough energy returning, I 'flew' my way through an Oort cloud from hell. I stopped considering whether or not we could survive it, I just navigated through it, all my barely remembered training kicking in. 


I made it to the next barrier/veil and using the momentum of the dodgy Oort Cloud flying, I pushed through, focused like an arrow. 

I'm not sure how much time had passed, but I came back to conscious awareness sometime later. I had blacked out completely for a time on level six. This time my energy was not returning fast enough. I could barely hold together the vessel, and I was mildly surprised it was intact. After some analysing, I realised that five thousand strong heart links had held it together while I had been out. 


Problem was that the sixth level felt like a fast moving river. For some reason I knew this was a very terrible thing, but not why, until I saw it. On one side of this odd looking 'river' of energy, was the fifth level barrier, and on the other side was the seventh level barrier. All I had to do was get across and push us through the veil. The problem was, I knew I wasn't going to be able to do that. I pulled the vessel to the side closest to the seventh veil, and held it there, because the stream would drag us to a place we wouldn't escape easily. 

I figured out a plan. I could anchor the vessel here, and pierce the veil to push 1 person through to create a resonating heart linked bridge. I convinced my strongest heart bonded link to go through and create the anchor I needed. Once across, I weaved a bridge from the connection, and every person aboard crossed through. I silently said my goodbyes to each of them as they passed through. I wasn't going to be able to come through, my energy hadn't returned in time. I was tapping my own life force to finish my mission. 


The other world beings arrived to greet this most unusual arrival. It was unprecedented. The volume of numbers caused a commotion as they seemed amazed to realise what had happened. 

Several beings came through to the 6th level, as I safely got the last person through, and cut the link. 


Very carefully I was collected up, and shown the other SC's bringing through their familial groups. No more than a dozen in one group because there very real dangers of becoming lost on that journey. 

I was then taken safely to the 7th level.

Channeled Messages From Ra El Zatep

My Granny occasionally receives messages from her Spiritual Guides as they connect with her during meditations. The following are a selection of the less personal communications she has received from a being calling itself, Ra El Zatep.

 

Jan 1995

I come on the golden ray. Music is the rhythm of life. your life flows smoothly now. All will be as you wish.

22nd Jan 1995

Greetings - we are with you.

Colour golden apricot - warmth, healing, amethyst from Spirit. We have sent a Tiger to protect. Anubis is a teacher; he has much to teach. We surround and bathe you in rose pink and white light.

learn your symbols. Elephants give strength and courage.

Colour red lights for you. Survival.

We have much work where the earthquakes have been, many people passing over in shock, animals too.

your Earth teacher has been busy with you on this side - with other helpers we cannot name.

Eat well, no alcohol.

You are glowing with apricot/yellow. Green flows around your hands - with shapes of red strength. Amethyst halos out from the head and throat. The feet draw Earth strength from the bare earth.

Nature spirits and gnomes are at work in your garden. The trees!

Borolia helps - sacred site of tribal people where you live - there is power there of old. Earth power.

We withdraw.

Peace and contentment.

8th Feb 1995

Colours green and gold - healing and learning.

Aura can be "seen" by awareness of mind.

"Moods" can be "seen" by awareness of mind.

"Listen" to the awareness. The occasional voice you hear is clairaudience developing. Sit quietly, surround by amethyst light. The mauve pink colour goes back to ancient Persia.

Black and/or grey aura indicates a spirit in extreme distress. No light gets through black. Bombard the black aura with white light. Crystals help very much here. 

(...)

We depart - love and happiness always

2nd Jul 1995

Peace be with you.

Love them all. Love is a river, flowing, touching all in it's path, whether you know them or not. It is such a positive vibrating force; it gathers and distributes wherever it flows. it carries all the colours of the spectrum - much white - silver - no black. Too much positive for black.

I bathe you in the river of light and love today. All that you receive send out. The fountain of life is an endless stream. The forces of life are never ending. 

3rd Jul 1995

Peace and Happiness Daughter

Today I tell you of colour blue. The blue ray you were born on. Blue light to very deep - deep as dark blue ink. Blue is a stream of colour your soul can travel on. Through the darkest of nights to the most brilliant of light. Blue protects you. 

Blue silk - real silk - search until you find it - then wear it - hold it.

listen now - do not write - listen to me.

30th Jul 1996 (Following a death in the family)

Welcome K. 

The grief is terrifying. The earth weeps, the heart bleeds, the world dies, we die, again and again. For some life is brief, for some it seems endless. 

A flower grows and blooms and blows. some seeds find fertile soil and grow and bloom richly. others find a rocky tar and grow briefly then flicker and fade, bu it's life is none the less, as beautiful as all others.

Winter of the heart has set in - all life has been suspended while we grieve. let Spring time wait, let all the seeds lie dormant, let the leaves fall, the earth be bare. Let the ice cover everything as our hearts are iced. let the birds stop singing. Now let us descend into the inner sea, whose waters rise and fall within our soul. let all the elements be subdivided and still. Till our last tears have fallen and dried and blown away, let all life mourn with us and feel our pain!

17th Aug 1996

Welcome Daughter

Time is not measured on the soul plane, as you measure it, therefore our times are not as accurate as you would like.

But know this, that all things I tell you are as I say. Many civilisations have come and gone, unrecorded by history, but they have had their day. They rise and fall like waves on the shore...

Know too daughter, that while you may think 10,000 years since L has last reincarnated a very long time, it is just a moment here. have you not remembered a day of Brahma to be 144,000 of your years?

have no doubts as to the times. it is you life - the "moments" you spend on Earth are the interludes.

11th Apr 1997

Welcome K

You soul has migrated through time - you incarnated first before the days of Atlantis, so an old soul you are. The yearning after wisdom takes many lives to acquire this wisdom. Each incarnation has a new persona, and you may think you know little. But this is not so. The persona does not know that which the soul and the over soul knows. The wisdom is of greater use on the planes of spirit or soul. 

Your earth lives are lessons are lessons for a far greater cause. the soul is a never ending stream of light with consciousness. You chose that which has come you way in life - the master plan was your design. 

23rd Mar 1998

Welcome K

As you sleep, so you float free. You traverse the cosmic oceans, the soul is not earthbound. You are part of the total soul, the wok is towards perfection. A healing soul is totally that.

A great current flows through you today, like a great river. The green is like a glittering light, it flushes the debris out - it washes away all dark and negative emotion. Through you it flows on - an endless tide of healing.

4th Apr 1998

Peace Daughter and welcome

Much healing has come your way, the battle is hard you must fight. We lead you out of the mire that envelopes much of your country. All healing will follow you on the path upwards.

your thought processes are changing, your vibrations are higher. the aura is clearer and brighter.

The world is changing in a way of people changing. The thoughts are more for the other and less for Self - as the vibrations rise in humanity the people cease to be a single and self centred ego and become part of the whole. Human kind is becoming a force as each individual becomes a molecule of the greater. like so many drops of water can form an ocean, so it becomes with the people.

Thoughts are energy. Dark and harmful thoughts lead to the black pit, there is return from there, but it takes on so long - eons of time.

Joy vibrates with a rush of white light to a density - then bursts out like a star burst, and spreads far and wide - touching everyone in it's halo.

This spread is happening throughout the human race. It is like a tide that cannot be turned, we see it in our realms as a happening of rapidity. The earth will feel it but over a period of time.

The eagle watches; he is an elemental spirit on your path, his eyes will see far for you.

21st Mar 1999

K, welcome. Peace and love come to you...

Boiled rice - no salt, some vegetable with it, one meal three days running. Coffee in small cups only if you must. It would be well to delete it if you can - demitasse cups, if not. No more than five a day - ever. the boiled rice meals every week. 

Some would say detox. you can and must have two raw dandelion leaves everyday if you can find them. Chop and add to your rice or add to mixed boiled vegetables - the wild and bitter in small quantities bring balance. Sow some garlic tomorrow, the time is right. A clove of finely chopped raw garlic added to you rice - these food combinations are what you need now and on a regular basis.

I will give you another lesson on food. make the rice a natural rice or a combination of white and brown if that pleases you.

13th Apr 1999

Welcome K, the great silence is there for all. It is a river from whence all life flows and all life return. Some things do not need writing down once you have bought the awareness up from the depth of deep consciousness, then it will remain in your conscious levels.

11th Mar 2000

Welcome K.

Now see this K, you are a great mass of vibrating cells of light. At a certain level of "sight" you appear as a body of light. The Chakras, that interest you at this time, are great vortex's or ports of energy and light - you might think of them as "worlds within worlds." The colours differ, all colours vibrate at a different rate.

Colour is a natural part of your lives - your vibrational forces. Colours heal those things within you that are out of rhythm. Your Chakras, and your colours are a self adjusting system, that can adjust your harmonies, bringing your forces back into rhythm.

These self adjusting systems come into play when you are having sounds and restful sleep. You would not believe the vibrancy of the lights you give off when the Chakras are at work. Believe me when I say, it is so. There is so much beauty in the colour and forces within and without the physical and spiritual bodies of mankind. The energies given out from so many people on Earth are a great part of the fores of this planet.

The energies circulate and flow - like a force around the world. Wells and reservoirs are formed. All life - both flora and fauna - things inert and active give out these energies and at the same time - all of these things take in this energy. it is never lost - never depleted - it just "is". It is there for all.

There are currents of sound also - for once again sound is a vibration, unheard - and to all intents "sound" itself is only your minds interpretation of a form or level of vibration picked up by receptors in your ears. put yourself in a quiet area, and listen. After a time you will hear the "music" of silence.

Think on these things.

First letter to Granny Dec 1999

December 1999

Letter to Granny:

Well, I am typing this in the lounge room on the "coffee table" so you will have to forgive me if there are too many mistakes, J is helping me. I realise a hand written letter is far more personal, buy my typewriter has been gathering the dust for months now and I thought I would drag it out and give it a whirl again. 

Mum says that you would like me to do a remote reading for you, and I said that I thought it was a little ironic that I gave readings for just about everyone else there, and the only one who missed out was the most spiritually inclined of them all. I promise to do a meditation for you if you wish, but I still don't know what you thought of my dream. I hope it was a short enough description for you. I must add that a few nights ago I had another very spiritual dream, this one with a more magical overtone.

Remember how I was telling you that I was learning to understand the very nature and essence of life, it's force or energy? Well this dream inspired a whole different perspective of life for me. It was based around the magic and energy that collects in certain objects over a period of time which become sacred objects. Or the way in which magicians and witches can control the flow of life force-energy with their spells, etc. How the relation between symbols and energy interweave with each other. So that incantations that use words and symbols that have accrued power work. Using an object for ceremonies or even the ceremony itself can draw and shift energy or this essence of life, whatever you call it, into the shape you are calling on it to be. Whatever your will is, the energy shapes itself into it.

Also, I began to understand that energy travels through life in currents and streams, much the same as water travels down a mountain side. It flows through and around life, in many different types and forms. As in, a sacred object for ceremonial use has accrued a mass amount of energy and the energy stream would pool within that object. It would be an instrument of power and would therefore assume form on the spirit plane.

I hope I am not repeating myself too much, or that this is making some sense to you. I looked up my spiritual journal, so as to include some of my stuff with you, I hope it won't bore you. The first thing I have to tell you about is this page I found that relates to that little yellow book I read while I was there, "Agharta" ? I think.

On the page I have scribbled a few words to remind me of the dream I had and the conversation I had with my friend along the same lines, but as it seemed so fantastic at the time that I put it at the back of my mind and forgot about it, until I read that book. 
I wrote: 
Aliens-Atlantis
Future - past - present
City in the sky
Green towers and human ones
Construction? Why? What?
Inter-breeding?

On the same page is scribble in the corner: Who is Lillith, Goddess? Daughter of a God? Your guess is as good as mine on the last lot. I'll send you this meditation I got. It was about illusion and it went like this:

Is all illusion? Truth, an illusion?
Layer upon layer of drama and understanding surround and devour us until all becomes the illusion. Then the illusion becomes truth.
Thinking there is one truth leads only to a multitude of separate truths, all real and all different. Yet none are truth, all are illusion. How can there be one separate truth above the many, when all are truth, separate and together? Yet this is illusion also. How can the many be one and the one be all? How can a rope be considered one rope, when it is many strands tied together? Each strand having many fibres. We are all the rope and we are each a fibre.
One fibre sees a different truth from another fibre. Both truths are separate and different. Both are truth, both are illusion. Yet all fibres twisted together into one strand can see a similar or same truth.
This is truth and this is illusion.
We seek higher truths and higher understanding. The tool is in the illusion. It is a teaching aid, a step in the stairwell. Eventually the step to a higher plane involves the abandonment of 'truth' and illusion.
Understanding becomes knowing, and this knowing becomes part of ourselves. Another growth to our tree. We gather up grains of knowledge until we ourselves become that knowledge and are gathered up in turn.
A cycle, you ask? Or perhaps evolution. Evolving is a motion, cyclic in pattern but not in nature.
Much of life is this way also. We send out and receive back. We receive new forms of what we have sent out. We heed our inner selves, we learn from ourselves and our digestion of the things we have received - ultimately from ourselves.
We are the One.
We are the All.
I am the Many.

Then, after I finished my passage in my journal, there is a big circle drawn. A person at my mother's meditation group gave me three meditations to do. The first was, 'What am I?' Of course I left my book at Mum's place and so did Who Am I? instead, but hey.

Who Am I?

I am the sum of all my parts.
Am I my body?
My body is the physical manifestation of Self in this place.
Am I my memories?
My memories are the  of all my experiences in thought form.
Am I my thoughts?
My thoughts are the generation of my mind; which are transformed into language, symbols, visions, or sensations and then released through my physical self and simultaneously stored in my memory.
Am I my mind?
My mind is the house of my lower Self, where all thoughts begin and end and where emotions and thoughts combine. It is where my higher and lower Self meet, combine and separate. It is a place and it is a function. Yet, in itself it is not who I am.

I am the centre of Self. I am the beginning and the end. I am the inverse of Self. I am the centre and all is in me. I am all and all is I.
Who Am I?
I am. I am neither name, nor face, nor place, nor person. I exist in many and all forms. I am the sum total of all these things and all my forms.

Well, now your letter has become a crumpled and disorganised mess. This would be so much easier to talk about face to face. At least then you could tell me what you think straight away and not have to wait some three weeks or so for your rely. Of course you could always con Pa into letting you email me! 

It is late now, J has been in bed several hours and N is in the bedroom watching TV. I'm in the lounge room, and was thinking about doing a picture. Like a meditation on paper. 

I hope everything is going well over there. I'm thinking of you, and everyone! I'll send this letter away tomorrow when I'm finishing my Christmas shopping. Last days of the millennia, so exciting! Curiously, I don't expect any major differences until after 2008 (perhaps even 2012). We'll have to wait and see! (That is, of course, supposing the world doesn't end at the stroke of midnight, as Y2K strikes and takes on solid form, dashing us all to our early deaths, hahaha!) Here's hoping I hear from you soon!

Love Bec

P.S.
Happy New Year!
P.P.S.
Goodbye Cruel World???

The 5 states of Chi

2nd March 2005

A Quick Note to Granny:

Dear Granny,

Hear is another letter to you, one of many I have saved on my computer. Hope everything is going well over the ditch, and life is treating you kindly.

I’ve been doing some walking, as I told you about earlier, and have been having some meditations on the metaphysical again.

This Asian influence has been coming through, and before it fades away I’m going to have to write down this interesting thinking. It all begins with the Life Energy, which he called Chi.

He spoke of five states of Chi, now to explain this I’ll follow the same thought process I was going through that day. I was thinking about energy, and how every other part of my life has slowly straightened out, and seems to be getting along fine, but I’m still struggling with the physical (being overweight), right? With me so far?

Well this little man comes along, and pacing me as I’m walking, starts to talk about balance and imbalance, and this is where the five states of Chi come into things. He spoke of the five spheres of influence in our earthly lives. That there was the Spiritual sphere, Emotional Sphere, Mental Sphere, Physical Sphere, and in the centre of those four over-lapping spheres in the central sphere which is our Karmic Sphere – which is the Self.

He then spoke and said that all the spheres were so intertwined that one imbalanced sphere would affect all other spheres. In my case, I’ve overcome a huge emotional imbalance (i.e. depression, grief, etc), and this has caused mental, and physical imbalance. It was through the spiritual sphere that the imbalance begins to be altered back to it’s normal state. 

Spiritual Evolution,

Wednesday 15th March 2000

Letter to Granny:

I wrote this by hand last night, as N had the television on and it would have drove me nuts to try and write this kind of thing with the TV people having a drama on in the background.

What would it be like to change your life irreversibly? To open up the inner part of ourselves? To know for sure, and definite, that the universe around us is the least stable thing of all? To change, to become more than ourselves, to truly know that we are evolving, we must first change our minds. To become aware of this place we find ourselves in, we must first look within. For within ourselves lies all the answers to every question we could think up. Within our minds lies, not only the key, but also they mysteries we seek to know and find. Ourselves is the mystery. The outer body is for naught without the wonders of the inner mind. In each of us heralds a new beginning, the dawning of a new era of mankind, one where he will truly begin to understand himself.

Each to understand himself, each to know that he/she is not separate, not alone, but a part of a whole – more to the point each soul, each body, each and every fibre of their being is like the single flame within the raging fire, burning. Unaware of itself within the whole, no true lines of separation.

The change of oneself, the true key to change is within the mind. First the mind changes to accept this new order or way of thinking, and gradually as it is accepted the mind is altered. Only when the mind can truly accept that the universe is not this physical plane, but merely the only things we see reflected back to us, then the mind can accept other things.

A physical being, truly aware, is one who can no longer need the things of the physical. One who no longer has to obey the precincts the mind has set, the Laws of Gravity, etc. This being does not need to ‘incarnate’ physically to appear and interact as a physical being on this plane. The being who is truly aware of the ultimate state of himself and the life around him, could move with ease between states, etc. Students make great teachers, and so those who come back to appear to those on this earthly plane to teach, are often not the highest evolved beings, but the students of another level. Teaching can offer a student more of chance to collate all the things they have learned and to give back some of that knowledge. It is often beneficial to the student, as well as the one who is teaching; the other student.

Such beings may appear to have great powers, and be able to achieve ‘impossible’ things. Such men are no different from any other, except in their mentality and their inner self knowledge, some know only intuitively that they are different, and that they are aware of this world in a different way to others.

I am here to tell you that these mortal men who appear to have these extraordinary powers, may be men who have ‘old’ souls with lots of inner knowledge and high spirited people. Yet these people are neither perfect – nor any ‘higher’ or ‘lower’ to you in spiritual dimensions. The path to change, and the change in physical world is within your mind.

Belief comes in many forms, and in many faces. The object is not to bend spoons but to bend your mind.

“Fly free, unleash yourselves from the chains that bind you, and discover for yourselves the true nature of this place, know truly the face you wear is not your own, and but a mask you have on for a brief time. Time to dance again my friend and don the beautiful mask you wear. Over each mask a cloth, must hide the features, mustn’t reveal too much. The dance goes on, the song just began, join the choir for a round, don’t heed the sound of breaking glass.” This came at the end of my writing and came through exactly like that. 

* * * * * *

The soul. A complex and frightening concept to behold in all it’s completeness. It is both being and organ, instrument and player. The vastness of it’s apparent simplicity stretches to the limits of imagination and takes on the form of a giant machine, perfect in it’s variety of complexities, impulses and frailties. Yet still we endure, ever onwards towards goals only half dreamed of, and little known.

To know one self, is a difficult thing. To face ones Self, in that mirror we spoke of. The one facing in on itself? Can any one tolerate such bare naked knowledge of the intimacies we cannot face? Questions for you, and no answers to speak of. Nor write of. Quality of silence such as it is, should speak volumes of whispers to your inner self.

Type of persons that we are. Each in our own separate drama of life, the creation of a dream, “the life”, as I know of it, is a dream to me. Nothing more than a brief aberration into a distinct portion of ourselves that we could not normally face, and then it is only a portion because as I have said no one could support the totality of themselves face to face. Each life faces another mask we have, each life assesses us in different ways, and only we are the judge, the jury, or the executioner. Only we decide if we have passed our set tests in this life, or the next, and only the journey to our destinations can give us the knowledge, the tools or the weapons to face the trials ahead.

Each person, as I am sure I have mentioned before, is different. Each person containing different opinions, thought structures, views and outlooks, identity. Each person, yes, however there are groups of similar thinking individuals out there, hence organised religion. These people, and many others of like minds, yet different to others, need to receive and connect with the energy we know and speak of as Spirit in different ways.

It must be pointed out at this juncture that there are those in ‘spirit’ form that share these groups of peoples outlooks, or modes of thinking and operating. Therefore those people incarnate who have these attitudes and modes of thinking, will draw to them by their thought forms and energy, the kind of spirits they need. 

People think very similarly to the way they draw energy into their lives. They will take on board and choose to believe that which they are most comfortable with, and can accept and agree as true within themselves. Each person receives and draws energy to them in much the same manner. A person who believes that there are aliens alive and well and attempting to over take the planet for colonisation, will begin to see signs and indications that his/her belief is a correct one. They will draw those spirits to them that share some, or all, or merely the same type of beliefs and systems that this person has. The energy that they draw to themselves will come in the way that is most acceptable to this person. By the type (and here I mean colour, vibration, and feeling or emotive thought) that this person sends out, or merely thinks about in their own head, sends out that beacon that says, these are my beliefs, and thoughts. This is what I want to see, what I will see. Any doubts are picked up at the same time as the person’s general make-up, and so the spirits that are drawn to him/her may only be there to observe them. Or they may be there to join him, talk to him, and discuss things. Energy may come to him in the way he wishes it to arrive. (An envelope with no return postal address, with a warning inside of it). Of course, like-minded individuals will be drawn to them, and so will those of a nature to be persuaded to his/her way of thinking. 

As you can see, it is hard for a person to let go of their private thoughts, or beliefs and just wait for it to come to them. A persons make-up will no doubt colour the very manner in which they think in any course, and this could be seen as an obstacle to overcome, or merely the type of tool one has to learn with. It may not be perfect, but then only pure spirit can truly be named this thing called perfect. And let us not forget the meddlesome interference of the ego self. It is often seen as a hindrance, an impossible nuisance to overcome, and downgrade as the left over remnants of our past era, when man was internally self motivated, only for the primal driving forces of his basic nature. I do not see it as such, but then I am not the same as everyone else. 

The ego, or base nature, the force that many see as the thing to overcome, and the part of ourselves many believe to be only an minor inconvenience of the earthly incarnate body, that leaves us on passing over (or death). I do not see it as this either. The ego, or lower-base self is a purely human impulse, true. (Yet also not, if you have been reading any of my letters). This ego, does not leave us, and it is not necessarily something to overcome, for none of the human attributes are anything to ‘overcome’. There are no spiritual ‘handicaps’. Each part, and function, of ourselves has purpose.

Does not the ego in itself, force us to operate and function at a base level here on the earthly plane. For with what else does the human race continue to reproduce, except from primal urging’s originating from our egos?

I have not much to say to you, any of the ‘you’ who will read this letter, on the life you lead on this earthly plane. To ease it, or merely to understand your own personal drive, and journey through your time here. I can tell you to watch the colours you are drawn to, as these will change from day to day, and those colours can speak volumes to you if you listen to them. I tell you to trust yourself, and your instincts as correct and true as these come from inside you and are mostly guided by spirit. I can tell you to watch the wind, and the weather, as these earthly forces are not so unrelated to you as you might think. The nature of the weather around you is often quite closely linked to you, and of course the energy of the weather is going to directly affect you no matter what you think. (And I am not referring to the rain on your head). The approaching energy of a new storm after days of rain for example (my favourite time of weather) carries with it on the fore-running winds newly charged energy from the earth, from the rain, and from the approaching build up of energy in the air. You can almost taste and feel it around you in the air. Follow the weather with your internal senses for a week and find out how you and your moods, thinking, and body is affected by the weather around you. As for how you affect the weather, well, let me tell you to experiment with it in your thoughts.

What else can I possible suggest to you, to ease this ‘tiresome’ journey you face? Well, there is the suggestion that your thoughts contain a huge key to knowing. Use your thoughts to visualise where you want to be and how you wish to be, and eventually you will direct the boat of your journey ride to your desired destination. If you wish to lose weight (not an unrealistic imagining for some; more directly myself) than you have to change the way in which you think about yourself. It is a simple thing, but not an easy thing to do. You have to think of yourself as slim. That is all. Slim people do not eat like larger people, they do things differently. Slim people have confidence in themselves, right? Or so it would seem. So have confidence in yourself. Do not let others thoughts, and self criticisms affect you. Be your own person, and be confident, for now you are a slim person. Next step on this course of visualisation, now that you feel differently about yourself, is to enjoy your life, fully. Do the things you would do, and have promised yourself to do, when you lost that weight, or reached that goal. For in your mind, you have already achieved it. In theory, your body is merely an extension of your mind.

(Ok, as an aside, this all sounds good on paper. Much harder to achieve in ‘real’ life. But, then I think what this spirit was trying to tell me, is to feel good about myself now, and this will motivate my body, mind, and spirit into achieving the goals before me). Simply wipe out the negative, self-defeating energy that comes with the thoughts that tell you, you are not the way you wish to be, and you will encourage the positive energy into your life.

Ok, I am beginning to wonder if I sound nutty. (Starting to have those weird double thoughts again when I wonder if I am altogether there). 

Time for me to go now, hope you liked this one as much as the others!

Love Bec

Lost Souls, Meditations and the Energy of Thoughts

Saturday, 11 March 2000

Letter to Granny:

I got your letter today with my remote readings and yes, they all make sense to me...

... (speaking of the city Dunedin I was living in at the time)...and then there is the energy. Especially the peninsula. I drove out there last Wednesday with Joshua and his playgroup. And as I drove further out I felt the shift in energy, so much that I remember times and other places I have thought of the peninsula. The people that are drawn out there to settle are often on the fringes of life, and who seem rather odd. They are the artists, the wildlife watchers, the psychics, the naturalists, and a number of spiritually wounded, or healing people. Grouped together it is a wonder that they are not publicly noticed as odd, but rarely are they. It is not the picturesque view that draws these people out onto this stretch of land, more of an island really. It is the type and quantity of energy to be found there.

I am sure there is a well of power there, an intersection of ley lines of the Earth. The massive stones buried in the earth tell their tale loud and clear, in deep rich colours and energy.

I am not sure if you know, but Dunedin was built on the remains of an ancient volcano, hence the peninsula is the other side of the crater, and the harbour is the deepest part of the bowl shape.

The huge stones that are buried in the earth on the peninsula have a powerful vibration to them. It is an effect that would no doubt increase for as long as you stand near them. I was hard pressed to not dig my hands into the soft dirt around the edges of the parking area, simply to feel the energy more intimately than in the air all around me. My senses so in tune with the vibrations I was feeling I could almost feel them passing through my body. It was a moment of high awareness of spirit, and low awareness of physical. (I have these frequently in lesser forms).

Tuesday, 14 March 2000

Ok, It is in the afternoon now, and I talked to you on the phone this morning, about my meditation at the Spiritual Church on Sunday, and about the letters, and John my guide.
The Spiritual Church Minister on Sunday, talked about Lost Souls, although she made a point of saying that no soul is ever truly lost, it is only that they have lost their way. She talked about some of her experiences years ago with rescue work, and being involved in an organisation that assists lost souls to move on. She told us of a spirit she once encountered that was the closest thing to “evil” that she could identify, but she insisted to us that it in itself was not “evil” as there is no such thing as “evil”. 

 That was an interesting point to my mind, considering I believe in higher and definitely lower levels of spiritual development, and planes of development. I also believe in the collection of large amounts of negative energy, which can adversely affect and individual or a place. (As in house saturation). But evil? It is a two edged sword really, there are those individuals who perceive evilness in others, or a person as evil, and there are those that believe in ultimate supernatural evilness that can infect and affect others, but that people are neither evil nor good. Myself, I can not tell another what to believe, or how to believe in it. I can tell you that in my belief there are forms and types of energy that to some would appear “evil”. There are also beings of lower vibrational levels, and lesser ‘dimensions’ that would thrive on this type of denser energy.

The Minister from this talk described the ‘evil’ being, as like the soul could not be contained within a human shape and had giant roots that reached through the house into the ground, and tentacles that stretched through the house.

I could understand this, and I could think of several ways in which this entity could have taken hold on this house, however the woman giving the speech appeared to be at a loss to explain how such a thing could have occurred. It is at this point in her speech that I realised how closely linked to this plane, and I speak of this spiritual plane as well, these people were. They did not perceive the higher levels I speak of clearly, and they only focused themselves on the recently passed over, the flittering beings who have been abruptly disconnected from their physical bodies and who wander the Earth plane searching for something or someone to hear them. Those souls, and of course their spirit guides, who they see as higher beings. Whereas I see my spirit guides as more of friends who I am not always aware of, but I am comforted by. Beings who can see more of their plane than of this one, and who understand their communication, and world a little easier without the veil of the physical birth, and body to shield them.

Not as beings who understand the all, and the many. Not as beings who are ‘above’ me. They are our equals in as much as the next person is our equal. The weight of these beings should not be glamorised, not raised above our own. Their task, as guide to their physical human friends, is done from love. They love us in our many idiosyncrasies, and take as their reward the joy of watching and learning, and the forces that affect their lives, as much as our lives here.

Would it be hard to accept if I told you that life in their plane is more real than life on this physical one could ever hope to be? And when it comes time for a spiritual person to evolve, and to explore themselves in a different manner, they plan a ‘life’ here on this plane, that they will incarnate into and live through, in a designed move to change themselves. To them it is a kind of rebirth when re-entering the spiritual planes, in a different form. Eventually your past-life memories will be given back to you in full, but as you travel through the successive places in spirit to reach the places you have once been before, you are not the same spirit any more. You have learned things about others and about yourself that have changed you, made you different. And so the learning process can begin again, or take a different route. This kind of evolution of the soul takes a long time in the count of Earth years, but is imminently rewarding.

Now, this morning on the telephone you were recounting how S is finding it difficult to focus her mind in the technique of guided meditation. What she needs to do is wait until it is a moonlight night, when the moon is at it’s most fullest or is waxing, and the light can reach her house. (This is the most optimum time for S, as her energy is closely linked with the moon and will be charging with the cycle of the moon). Ask her if she feels differently when it is a clouded night, or when the moon is new, full, etc.

She needs a candle flame, and some quiet space, preferably with no one else in the house. First she needs to focus on the candle flame and just sit quietly, and comfortably, with her back straight (but not rigidly forced), and her arms resting by her sides or held together, with her feet crossed. A straight back; designed for the energy to flow correctly, and if her head is poised above her straight spine it can increase the energy flow into her physical body. Feet crossed; circulates the energy within her aura, decreases loss of energy. Hands held, fingers interlinked; also greatly increases energy held within the aura.

Concentrate on the flame within the flame, and quietly allow the image to come into your mind. Then close your eyes and hold the image of the flame in front of you. Allow the scene before your eyes to be the same one in your mind. Open and close your eyes as many times as it takes for you to put the picture of it in your mind.

If other thoughts persist in entering your mind, quietly acknowledge them to yourself and then let them go.

Once you have the picture in your mind, quietly allow for the things around the flame to disappear, as you draw closer and closer to the image of your flame. Allow it to grow bigger and bigger in your head until it fills the space of your picture. Watch it dance, flicker, and burn.

When you can hold this image in your mind steadily and without giving yourself a headache, you should then allow your mind to focus on the flame, and do not concentrate!! Allow your mind to drift, to travel and watch as each thought comes into your mind.

If that exercise gives you problems, then try this one. Allow your every day thoughts to leave your mind, acknowledge each one and let them go. Relax yourself and take deep breaths, slowly releasing each one. Now, in your mind visualise a darkness around you (this should not be too hard, as when you close your eyes – it already is dark!!) Imagine the middle of your forehead, or just direct your attention there. And picture a beam of light pouring out into the darkness from the centre point in your head. Allow yourself to feel the beam of light as it stretches on infinitely into the darkness. What do you see in the darkness?

Also, you could imagine your third eye awakening, during your normal everyday hours. As many times as you can think of it in the day, just imagine you see an eye in the middle of your forehead opening.

The acknowledge exercise is a simple one. It should enable you to clear your head of the everyday worries, and thoughts, and silent monologue in your head. It is difficult at first to, as I put it, ‘shut yourself up’. Basically you have no idea how often you talk to yourself in your head, and how often in this ‘so-called’ arguments with yourself, you are actually arguing with another being. So this one should be done before attempting to start your guided meditations. 

 Imagine yourself sitting in a room with a door on one side and a window on the other. It is a nice sunny, summers day, and the window and door are open. Beyond the door is a lot of noise and commotion, and one by one your thoughts troop through the door and present themselves to you. 

 As you inspect the first thought you say to yourself, yes, I acknowledge ‘you’ (fill that space with whatever your thought is), and then after acknowledging that the thought is there, let it float out the window. And so on, with the next thought. 

 Let yourself think all the things of the day, or all your worries or just any stray thoughts that happen to be there. Let yourself not actually think about them, or where they might lead. 

Tell yourself, yes I acknowledge that I need to do the groceries, but do not be drawn to making a list. Let the acknowledged thought float out the window for now, and you will remember about it later. 

After you have acknowledged all the thoughts that present themselves, sit in the room in the sunshine and wait. For until you are certain there is absolute quite beyond the door, that is when you must get up off the floor and close the window in your mind, then leave by the door into the quietness of your mind.

Tell me how these work out. If you have any luck with them, or are still struggling. Remember though, no matter what you think or dream, or get in your head. It is all meant to be there, and so a seemingly frustrating meditation constantly interrupted by one thought, may have been the very thing you needed to concentrate on. A meditation can be a simple thought, a picture or a word. It does not need to be huge, or have any deep spiritual things, or symbols in it.

Well, I hope that has been of some use to you. It is all old meditations I was doing when I first began my course in spiritual awareness. I often find when I am going to “do” a meditation that music is an invaluable key to triggering complex, involved, or just mind blowing meditations. (Just a suggestion).

Oh yes, there was the other thing I was going to mention about light. This lost soul lady also mentioned the souls can be drawn to houses that are putting out a certain kind of light, as she was referring to some young men who were playing around with a ouija board. I remembered then that this was something I had learned in group many years ago. And it made me realise that there were other factors in spirits, or lost souls. 

The type of thoughts a person has, can put out an energy of it’s own. For instance darker thoughts, put out a negative energy, and can create a bounce back effect. ‘What you put out comes back to you’ is how the old adage goes? Well, this is more true than you realise with the thoughts you have. You look at a person and think a positive thing about that person, and that positive energy comes back to you. The same with negative. In which case, an optimistic person could be seen as having a lot of their positive energy reflected back, the same with a depressed person. This of course explains a lot of behavioural and thought patterns in people. Cycles are easily formed, for instance a depressed person having all their negative energy reflected back at them, becomes increasingly depressed. However a happy person is going to have their positive energy reflected back.

Thoughts are powerful instruments, tools, and weapons. Healers in spirit are often attempting to break a person out of a destructive cycle, or negative energy phase. Of course this is merely one aspect of thought. Some other factors involved are energy flows, the type of energy that surrounds you, your vibrational level, harmony with others around you, or suppressing trauma which creates other problems.

There are many things affecting each individual at any given moment that analysing energy and patterns, etc, to explain the basics of environment takes time and patience. These letters I write to you are only as of yet, describing the elemental things in life on this plane. We have not yet begun to journey on the paths I want to take, and this is because before I start I want to be sure you are in the seat beside me, to understand what I want to explain and teach to you.

The things I tell you are not unknown, and they are not new, but they made need to be said in one form so as to bring the mind to these points of awareness before we surge forward. 

Write to me soon and give me feedback, I need to be sure I haven’t lost you, and if you have ANY questions at all about anything!

Have to go and print this letter out now, I am hoping this letter arrived on Monday the 20th, which should make it 4 days. It if were coming the other way I would get it on Saturday.

Anyway, hope you liked this one too.

Love Bec.

Life Memories, Focus & Energy of Nature

Tuesday, 7 March 2000 15:10hrs

Letter to Granny: 

A dance, a song, an ultimate motion of energy and life exists before us, around us and within us. A never ending rhythm and pulse of life, the dance of joy.

Flicker, flicker, go the moments in my head. Each moment, every memory portrayed on a Polaroid in my mind, flicker, flicker. The stack of instants flicker past the lens of my sight, bask and forward each instant containing feeling, sight, smell, and age. Sensations memory, knowledge , feelings, stored within the stack of memory pictures in my head, one on top of another until the stack reaches this moment, my hands placed on a keyboard, hearing the flickering of my memories in my head.

Early memories are dim now, and little do I see on those portraits of days gone past. A sensation there, a feeling here, nothing more. The memories of others fill those gaps as best they can when painting with another persons’ brush. Yet I can almost see those lost moments of this life, I can almost remember them flickering just beyond the reach of my fingertips, and the muffled sounds echo back through time to my adult ears.

Yet here I close my eyes, and lean back in my chair, and ever so gently do I slip out of this now, and this life, leaving my conscious, rational self behind. Leaving the sense of right, or wrong, sitting on a chair in a lounge room in my house. I slip out beyond the borders of my thoughts into the land of dream, and then search out further, journeying with purpose and the murky hidden knowledge of true self, to an older place than my Self would ever remember. 

 A place where there is a deceptively deep pool, underneath the shade of a weeping tree. The surface is calm and reflects light from an unknown source, almost seeming to contain a light of it’s own, almost seeming to glow with a presence beyond my limited human understanding. The pool’s light calls out to me, and so forward I go, mesmerised by the light.

Shapes moved and danced with a soul and a life of their own. Inside the light there are figures, and feelings, there is scent and life. Inside the light there are other lives, there are other people. Familiar and near, yet strangely as they reflect their light on to the surface of the pool I realise that these lives, these other times and people were never missing, nor hidden. These other places, names, and people were already inside of me. These familiar things, all the things I can see in the light exist independent from me, in the times they were created. These other things that I am now seeing from a distant point looking back, are the same as my polaroids, distant, apart, and yet they are my memories, they make the person I am, staring at the pool.

The things in the pool created the me, before I was born. The self that came into this life was forged from the memories I saw before me, and I could realise at last the true reason we leave behind our past life memories before entering into the new life.

Each time we enter the forge of life, where bitterness, sadness, loneliness collide with and sometimes clash, with beauty, softness, love and hope. Each time we are here it is to present a new and different portion of our soul with a different problem, and to find a different solution.

A soul wishes to understand the emotional pain that is loss. Needs to gain the strength and wisdom that comes from the acceptance and understanding that comes from the grief. Using the paint brush of your imagination, you can see what type of life this soul would choose to enter into. During his life this person may cry out, ‘why? why me?’ and only an understanding suiting that individual may help ease the pain. Yet, why? It is for the things that soul will take with it from that life, the learning, the knowledge and the infinite understanding that pain has given it. Not for the individuals petty indifferences.

A soul eventually gathers together all the threads of it’s lives within a vast tapestry of colours, images, and shapes, and weaves together a new being. The soul takes another step in the eternal link of evolvement.

So many lives, so many different memories, pictures, feelings and lessons. All of these will eventually become the part of a new whole, and not one single second, not one detail will be lost nor forgotten. Our soul may be eternal, but our lives will never be forgotten, for each step is engraved in the path of our memory, and stored in the wisdom we learn.

Thursday, 9 March 2000

Here I am, still waiting for my mother. Waiting, waiting. She is late. She told me 2pm, and here it is, a quarter past. My kitten I have now extracted from my leg and banned from the house, (temporarily).
I was thinking of another little drama in my head this morning, of this woman. She was a scientist and her focus was on her work. Morning, noon, night, all she ever thought about or concentrated on was her work. The other things in life were taken care of in the moments between the times she was working. These other things were swept up, and dumped, carelessly or not. Her concern was not for the people around her, nor for her house (not a house proud person), and it was not for any material possession she had. She did not collect any objects, except for the samples her data required.

This woman focused herself on her work, it is the only thing she thought about in regards to anything important, and it was the only thing she worried about. Seasons came and went, the world changed outside of her laboratory and her workshops, her lectures, her tutorials, her experiments, and so forth.

Slowly over a few months, her neighbour Ted, got to know her better. For she was not an unattractive woman, just driven. And they became as close friends as she ever had in her life.

She did not open herself up to him, did not share anything about her work, simply because it bored him, and often he watched her TV while she sat in front of her notes or her computer.

One evening, when Ted was particularly bored and feeling lonely, he began to talk to her. And during the course of her conversation with Ted she realised he was actually trying to ask her something.

‘What makes you want to do that all the time?’ he asked.

Slowly dragging her attention to the man on the sofa who had pulled her focus away from her work and interrupted…

What made her want to ?

She thought about it. Her work wasn’t fun, in fact it was quite demanding and very draining. She didn’t do it for the money, as there was little rewards in the area. She didn’t do it for notoriety, hardly likely to make her famous. She didn’t want to do it all. And the revelation took her by force.

She had allowed the details, in fact one detail, to take precedence in her life above all others. And as she sat there thinking to herself on life, and especially her own life, she realised that she didn’t want that to take her focus. That the work she was doing was not important in the ultimate big picture of life and that her time might be better spent elsewhere. But where? She had no other skills or specialty to offer to the rest of humanity, and nothing that would make an impact one way or the other…. so why bother changing her life? She wasn’t harming anyone? Or was she?

Looking at the man on her sofa, watching her think about his question she was struck suddenly by the notion that she still had no answer for him. She didn’t want to do what she was doing, she was stuck in her habit and it made her feel useful to do her work and be paid for it. That was it’s only reward.

In one small moment in life she looked at herself, a lonely person plodding her way through life, not accomplishing more than her job requirements.

In that one moment she altered her entire way of thinking and realised that what she had been missing was a focus on LIFE.

To focus all of your attention on the material things before us is a great distraction. To be the best at what you know you can do, is to fall far short of your goal, and that goal is to learn, achieve, grow, and most importantly LIVE. To explore yourself, what you can do, and not do, to shake yourself out of any rut you find you have. To stand on the bonnet of your car, spread your arms wide and throw your head back to feel the wind rush through your hair, and the sun warm your face, the rain to pelt your arms and soak your clothes. Experience is the key to LIFE. 

Here is my lead in to nature, and the relationship man has with nature, and the energy of the earth. Earth energy has shaken me, woken me up the last few days, so I will share it with you. The whispers I hear on the breeze, the stones that speak to me in colours, and the shivers that shake my spine when I reach out to embrace that energy. The energy of nature and of the earth, the growth and the life that exist within a secret world of it’s own. The trees that are the nexus between the spirit world and the “physical” world. Many secrets does nature contain, with the pixies, fairies, light, air, field, and water sprites. 

The plants, flowers, and trees of nature are a different order to the ordered and planted garden. The plants of the wild are sown throughout field and meadow with the guide of the elementals, the light spirits of the earth, some of the air and the spirits that fly on the winds of the clouds. The planned gardens of man, are sown with deliberation and minimal guidance. Those indoor plants are never of the same quality as those tended by the wild elementals, in concern to the spiritual essence contained within the plant.

A tree is a thing best described on a spiritual level as a doorway in space. Each tree transmutes the higher level energy and spreads it around this level. It is a pure channel for the essence I describe, the basic stuff of life. The energy that all things are derived from. A tree is not only necessary for it’s life giving chemical transfer, but also for it’s natural energy. Where does the energy the elementals collect and distribute come from? Except from the very plants they tend. Their wild gardens.

A tree is replenishment, and it is also able to absorb negative energy from around a living animals’ aura and transmute it to more positive energy. The same way the wind elementals can charge the atmosphere of this level. Imagine how it makes one feel when walking in native bush land. Do the cares and worries of your life follow you for very long?

The energy of a tree is not selfish and does not take, nor does it drain the way interaction with others can do. It is a source for all to gain energy from. Imagine in spirit, that each tree as a window from which the sunlight can pour through from the higher levels. Imagine that on the physical level it is one way you can soak more energy.

The energy of the forest differs from the others, but it is an important first one to remember. The energy of the sea is also great, as I am sure I do not need to explain. The wind sprites are often found playing on the waters edge, as with the water sprites (of course).

The ocean is a great pool of energy, but of a different type. The energy of the ocean is tied to the moon and to the greater forces. To use this energy can be overwhelming. It has tremendous potential, and can be used to heal. The energy of the ocean is something that can dampen, as with most water “magic”.

The ocean contains most elements of the lands, but in a different form. The are all combined to make the whole as something different from the original form. The energy running in streams and rivers, lakes, and inland seas, contain the energy of the land and the earth in larger ratios. The energy of glacier streams is of course ancient energy, transmuted.

Here is the time to tell you of the birth charts, and of peoples signs. “Fire”, “Earth”, “Water”, “Air”, all are relevant for energy. My close friend has all fire signs in her charts and readings, and finds it impossible to function if away from the ocean for great periods of times. She stayed overseas for 6 months next to the Atlantic ocean, and did not dream for that whole period of time. She felt that there was something imminently wrong with the ocean. It was not right and she felt disorientated, and displaced. (Of course this was speaking in a spiritual way, and not in the general terms of homesickness). She often feels it necessary to go and sit by the ocean for a time to “recharge”. And I know it is her fiery side needing that essential water energy to counterbalance herself. Perhaps you know of others who are similar in their ways to this.

Never the less, there is those who gain their energy from their own gardens, etc. And there are those who gain it from a simple walk in the sunshine. Some people are more balanced within themselves than others.

Some people prefer to live in houses made of wood, and others houses made from clay. Earth magic is the deepest of them all. If I were to rate the energy on levels, it would be wood energy, wind energy, water energy, ocean energy, and earth energy. Fire is not always visible but it has varying degrees. Fire energy consumes, and transmutes, so it is in a class of it’s own.

Earth energy has a life of it’s own, it is hard for me to explain it well. Earth energy is life, it is creation and it is death. It is the energy of this plane, of this level of being and it is all things within. The earth energy can be heard in the great stones in the earth, as it collects within stones, and certain stones collect certain faucets of the same energy. (Hence minerals). Earth energy is such a great subject I could fill pages and pages. How to access it, how to use it, where to find it, so much knowledge has filled my head it is making me shake it in wonder.

I feel as though I have spent lifetimes in the service of Earth magic, tending it, understanding it and knowing it. If this subject interests you at all you should write to me and ask me questions on it. I feel as though we have turned the page in my head and have found a whole new chapter I was only subliminally aware of all this time. But it is all there, and I have always known it. Strange to suddenly “see” it for the first time.

That must be all for now, as I have hit 6 pages and am sure you must be boggling already. (Mind boggling, boggle boggle).

Hope to hear from you soon, 

Love Bec.